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Friday, July 24, 2009

School sux.
like seriously.
Fuck all projects.
3 more weeks.
and im struggling like an idiot.
but i know my baby still loves me madly.<3

i must say.
it just feels so good.
to be able to see you every morning when i wake up.
to be able to have you put me in the car.
send me to school.
held my hands along the journey.
kiss me on the cheek before i get off.
telling me that we will be seeing each other very soon.

even though your school starts 5 hours later in the afternoon.

*the love.txt from baby

babybaby i will never be able to explain how much i love you..
cause..
i dont know how to describe someone who is better than the best..
the more i see you..
the more time i spend with you..
the more i am scared and afraid of losing you..
i dont want you to leave me..
i just dont..

i will someday prove to you that i can be the one..
the one who will stand by you no matter what..
the one who will always be ~ you..
the one who will love you like crazy no matter what..
the one who will take your hand and ask you to marry..
the one who will always do anything to protect you..
the one who will never fail to make you smile..
the one who will do his very best to never make you upset..
the one who you know will never betray the trust..
the one who you will one day say..i do..

*the it_will_always_be.txt from baby

words can never explain how good you are to me..
i really feel very bad for alot of things..
i really love you alot and pray hard you never leave me..
cause you are the best one can ever have..

it doesnt really matter what you wear..
cause whatever you wear..
you will still look so beautiful..
and its true..
DONT EVER MENTION THAT YOU ARE NOT BEAUTIFUL!!
heh..
my dumb dumb..
you are always so cute..
you are always so pretty..
you are always so you..
that makes me love you so much more each day..

these couple of days have been kinda hard on me..
and yet you are so patient and so worried..
its really very sweet you know?
it is these kinda things that i am looking for in someone that i wanna spend the rest of my life with..
and it is someone like you who makes me so sure i can promise you i will never leave you..
i know that its very hard to tell what tomorrow brings..
but then again..
let me assure you that i really am quite sure that we can last..
and we can just be together for a long long time..

so rest assured that..
i will love you no matter what happens..
which its really really from deep down my heart..

*you_are_mine.txt from baby

idiot babybaby..
what i really meant was to tell you that i find that you are a damn sweet girlfriend..
and someone who really really can make your partner melt..
thats why during that point of time when i asked you..
if say you are to be with somebody, who would it be in your phonebook..
cause somehow i did think that whoever that you would choose to be with, is a very very lucky guy..
you are really very extremely sweet and all..
and you have no idea how lucky and happy i feel to have to..
to just be able to hold you and kiss you as your boyfriend..
i know you are thinking of me..
damn bhb i know, but then again..
is it not?
HOR HOR WHO YOU THINKING ABOUT???

no..i know its me..
its cause you are running in my mind all the time..
i love you..
like really no other..
and nobody can ever fight with you for that feeling you give me..
my babybaby girl..
you are the best i've had..
you really are..

in a way i keep asking myself..
how did i ever manage to get a girl like you..
lol?
i mean come on..
you are hot..
you are beautiful..
you are sweet..
you are loving..
you are caring..
you are just so devoted..
you are mainly just the best..
you are, last but not least, the perfect fit of my dream girl..
the way you care and feel for me is what others will never be able to do..
so please dont think that i will ever want to leave you..
and please dont even have the slightest thought that i will ever give you up to someone else..
sorry but i am really that selfish..
you are mine..
mine and mine only..


you really make me mad.
i dun mean MAD MAD.
but ya.
Madly in love.
im almost crazy alr.
haha.






closing @ suntec body on tues.
baby came and pick me up.
went back his plc.
im locked in the room for awhile and warned nt to come out unless further notice.
baby cooked noddles.
lights off.
candle.
raspberry cheese cake.
canele chocs!
many many kisses.
<3

baby.
just tell me.
how can i possibly live without you ?
you are just so evil.

Tan Shirlene Chris ]|[ 1:35 AM

Tuesday, July 14, 2009





"babybaby.. to answer you.. i guess im so sweet cause i love you..never looked anybody in the eyes and sang a song for that person before.. so hehe have fun melting! i love you.slp early k..muacks text you when i wake up.. nights my love! "

frm baby.<3

can he be sweeter than this? lol
baby called.
while i was rushing for my ppt slides.
just asking for 5mins.
to spare him.
he sang me a song.
that i said i like.
"This i promise you".



i swear.
i was really melting.
like really. =)
baby is evil. haha

well.
sunday was our first month.
Yes.
we kept saying.
it seems like it had been a year alr.
lol.

i had the best weekend ever. =)

work was the only torture.
was still down with flu.
sneezing non-stop.
however,
to be in his arms .
everything just feels right again.

we cant wait for the clock to hit 12midnight.
we exchanged surprises for each other.
His speech for me.
His Slide show for me.
WALLET FOR ME!.

went out for movies @ cine.
ran into a couple of pple.
baby's friend.
saw wendee.
ran into wr and the rest.

ate med and coma at baby's plc.
it just feels like we are living together under the same roof for awhile alr.

happiness.
you are my love.
we are crazy in love.
yes indeed.

i miss you sweethrt.

Tan Shirlene Chris ]|[ 1:39 AM

Tuesday, July 07, 2009

baby is sleeping now.
it hurts to see him sick =(
and it hurts even more not knowing how to make him feel better.

bought porridge and herbal tea over to his place.
baby had no appetite.
so guess im gonna feed him only when he wakes up.

guess what.
the best part is we r having our common test tml.
im down with quite a bad cough too.
it must be the over dosage of cheese at ice3 on Sunday night.
Monday's paper was already quite a screwed up though.

i read through web 2.0 this afternoon.
and i had no idea wtf the lecture slides is trying to say.
it makes me just cant be bother anymore.

i just hope baby feels better when he wakes up.
going to stay over to take care of him tonight.

i love you my boy.
get well soon. =(

Tan Shirlene Chris ]|[ 6:52 PM

Saturday, July 04, 2009

just got out from shower.

met up with the usuals.
kk.kc.wr.bh.dq and of cuz my baby <3
went for linna's bday party @ east coast chalet.
was quite a last min thing though.

woke up this morning.
tummy feeling weird.
baby seems so worried and all. =(

he serves me like 2yr old baby. <3
bring me breakfast. oh i mean lunch.
haha.. cause we woke up ard 2 plus in the afternoon.
my position was still for at least 30mins or so.
baby knows if im full.
he knows when i need to drink .
he knows when i wanna smoke.
he knows when i...
everything... lol
he just knows.
isn't he fantastic? (=
he just knows me the best.
i dun even have to say anything.
i blink my eye he knows what im thinking already. lol

thats why i just love him so much.
<3

AND YES..
finally ICE AGE w baby !
(=
me and baby just cant wait for UP! <3

well.
everything seems so right.
comfortable.
secure.
loved.

u gave me all that i needed.
im so sure its not a dream.
so baby.
stop telling me that u haven done enough for me.
cause that's really the best i ever had.
=)

i <3 you.
my love.

Tan Shirlene Chris ]|[ 5:51 AM

Wednesday, July 01, 2009

"i wont wanna let go those hands"
its like repeating a million times in my head now.
<3

baby just left my place.
yup.
he said he will leave at 12.30am.
so its 3.01am when we part.
(=

we talked alot today.
or rather we talked alot everyday.
its like we can never stop talking.
talking abt us.

in fact.
before we even know each other.
we both know there was something.
just this special thing.
that we both felt the same.
<3

he can be damn crap.
i can be damn lame and random at time.
but you know i don't want this to end.

and there he goes.
"u wanna leave me?"...
"u wish!"..
lol..

dont worry if i will feel bad.
if u ask questions.
its normal for u to ask.
to wanna know.
its also normal for me to ask myself
if my past had really been a pressure to you.
like i said.
its the past.

you had ur past too.
we all do.
what really matters now
its us.

there's only this much we can do to reassure each other.
and you got to know this.
that i will never ever gets tired reassuring you.
cause i know.
every morning you wake up.
all you could think of
is how to give me the best of everything.

tell me please.
how can i find another you? <3
i don't think i can.

i love you.
my sweet love. <3

Tan Shirlene Chris ]|[ 3:37 AM


Friday, July 24, 2009

School sux.
like seriously.
Fuck all projects.
3 more weeks.
and im struggling like an idiot.
but i know my baby still loves me madly.<3

i must say.
it just feels so good.
to be able to see you every morning when i wake up.
to be able to have you put me in the car.
send me to school.
held my hands along the journey.
kiss me on the cheek before i get off.
telling me that we will be seeing each other very soon.

even though your school starts 5 hours later in the afternoon.

*the love.txt from baby

babybaby i will never be able to explain how much i love you..
cause..
i dont know how to describe someone who is better than the best..
the more i see you..
the more time i spend with you..
the more i am scared and afraid of losing you..
i dont want you to leave me..
i just dont..

i will someday prove to you that i can be the one..
the one who will stand by you no matter what..
the one who will always be ~ you..
the one who will love you like crazy no matter what..
the one who will take your hand and ask you to marry..
the one who will always do anything to protect you..
the one who will never fail to make you smile..
the one who will do his very best to never make you upset..
the one who you know will never betray the trust..
the one who you will one day say..i do..

*the it_will_always_be.txt from baby

words can never explain how good you are to me..
i really feel very bad for alot of things..
i really love you alot and pray hard you never leave me..
cause you are the best one can ever have..

it doesnt really matter what you wear..
cause whatever you wear..
you will still look so beautiful..
and its true..
DONT EVER MENTION THAT YOU ARE NOT BEAUTIFUL!!
heh..
my dumb dumb..
you are always so cute..
you are always so pretty..
you are always so you..
that makes me love you so much more each day..

these couple of days have been kinda hard on me..
and yet you are so patient and so worried..
its really very sweet you know?
it is these kinda things that i am looking for in someone that i wanna spend the rest of my life with..
and it is someone like you who makes me so sure i can promise you i will never leave you..
i know that its very hard to tell what tomorrow brings..
but then again..
let me assure you that i really am quite sure that we can last..
and we can just be together for a long long time..

so rest assured that..
i will love you no matter what happens..
which its really really from deep down my heart..

*you_are_mine.txt from baby

idiot babybaby..
what i really meant was to tell you that i find that you are a damn sweet girlfriend..
and someone who really really can make your partner melt..
thats why during that point of time when i asked you..
if say you are to be with somebody, who would it be in your phonebook..
cause somehow i did think that whoever that you would choose to be with, is a very very lucky guy..
you are really very extremely sweet and all..
and you have no idea how lucky and happy i feel to have to..
to just be able to hold you and kiss you as your boyfriend..
i know you are thinking of me..
damn bhb i know, but then again..
is it not?
HOR HOR WHO YOU THINKING ABOUT???

no..i know its me..
its cause you are running in my mind all the time..
i love you..
like really no other..
and nobody can ever fight with you for that feeling you give me..
my babybaby girl..
you are the best i've had..
you really are..

in a way i keep asking myself..
how did i ever manage to get a girl like you..
lol?
i mean come on..
you are hot..
you are beautiful..
you are sweet..
you are loving..
you are caring..
you are just so devoted..
you are mainly just the best..
you are, last but not least, the perfect fit of my dream girl..
the way you care and feel for me is what others will never be able to do..
so please dont think that i will ever want to leave you..
and please dont even have the slightest thought that i will ever give you up to someone else..
sorry but i am really that selfish..
you are mine..
mine and mine only..


you really make me mad.
i dun mean MAD MAD.
but ya.
Madly in love.
im almost crazy alr.
haha.






closing @ suntec body on tues.
baby came and pick me up.
went back his plc.
im locked in the room for awhile and warned nt to come out unless further notice.
baby cooked noddles.
lights off.
candle.
raspberry cheese cake.
canele chocs!
many many kisses.
<3

baby.
just tell me.
how can i possibly live without you ?
you are just so evil.

Tan Shirlene Chris ]|[ 1:35 AM

Tuesday, July 14, 2009





"babybaby.. to answer you.. i guess im so sweet cause i love you..never looked anybody in the eyes and sang a song for that person before.. so hehe have fun melting! i love you.slp early k..muacks text you when i wake up.. nights my love! "

frm baby.<3

can he be sweeter than this? lol
baby called.
while i was rushing for my ppt slides.
just asking for 5mins.
to spare him.
he sang me a song.
that i said i like.
"This i promise you".



i swear.
i was really melting.
like really. =)
baby is evil. haha

well.
sunday was our first month.
Yes.
we kept saying.
it seems like it had been a year alr.
lol.

i had the best weekend ever. =)

work was the only torture.
was still down with flu.
sneezing non-stop.
however,
to be in his arms .
everything just feels right again.

we cant wait for the clock to hit 12midnight.
we exchanged surprises for each other.
His speech for me.
His Slide show for me.
WALLET FOR ME!.

went out for movies @ cine.
ran into a couple of pple.
baby's friend.
saw wendee.
ran into wr and the rest.

ate med and coma at baby's plc.
it just feels like we are living together under the same roof for awhile alr.

happiness.
you are my love.
we are crazy in love.
yes indeed.

i miss you sweethrt.

Tan Shirlene Chris ]|[ 1:39 AM

Tuesday, July 07, 2009

baby is sleeping now.
it hurts to see him sick =(
and it hurts even more not knowing how to make him feel better.

bought porridge and herbal tea over to his place.
baby had no appetite.
so guess im gonna feed him only when he wakes up.

guess what.
the best part is we r having our common test tml.
im down with quite a bad cough too.
it must be the over dosage of cheese at ice3 on Sunday night.
Monday's paper was already quite a screwed up though.

i read through web 2.0 this afternoon.
and i had no idea wtf the lecture slides is trying to say.
it makes me just cant be bother anymore.

i just hope baby feels better when he wakes up.
going to stay over to take care of him tonight.

i love you my boy.
get well soon. =(

Tan Shirlene Chris ]|[ 6:52 PM

Saturday, July 04, 2009

just got out from shower.

met up with the usuals.
kk.kc.wr.bh.dq and of cuz my baby <3
went for linna's bday party @ east coast chalet.
was quite a last min thing though.

woke up this morning.
tummy feeling weird.
baby seems so worried and all. =(

he serves me like 2yr old baby. <3
bring me breakfast. oh i mean lunch.
haha.. cause we woke up ard 2 plus in the afternoon.
my position was still for at least 30mins or so.
baby knows if im full.
he knows when i need to drink .
he knows when i wanna smoke.
he knows when i...
everything... lol
he just knows.
isn't he fantastic? (=
he just knows me the best.
i dun even have to say anything.
i blink my eye he knows what im thinking already. lol

thats why i just love him so much.
<3

AND YES..
finally ICE AGE w baby !
(=
me and baby just cant wait for UP! <3

well.
everything seems so right.
comfortable.
secure.
loved.

u gave me all that i needed.
im so sure its not a dream.
so baby.
stop telling me that u haven done enough for me.
cause that's really the best i ever had.
=)

i <3 you.
my love.

Tan Shirlene Chris ]|[ 5:51 AM

Wednesday, July 01, 2009

"i wont wanna let go those hands"
its like repeating a million times in my head now.
<3

baby just left my place.
yup.
he said he will leave at 12.30am.
so its 3.01am when we part.
(=

we talked alot today.
or rather we talked alot everyday.
its like we can never stop talking.
talking abt us.

in fact.
before we even know each other.
we both know there was something.
just this special thing.
that we both felt the same.
<3

he can be damn crap.
i can be damn lame and random at time.
but you know i don't want this to end.

and there he goes.
"u wanna leave me?"...
"u wish!"..
lol..

dont worry if i will feel bad.
if u ask questions.
its normal for u to ask.
to wanna know.
its also normal for me to ask myself
if my past had really been a pressure to you.
like i said.
its the past.

you had ur past too.
we all do.
what really matters now
its us.

there's only this much we can do to reassure each other.
and you got to know this.
that i will never ever gets tired reassuring you.
cause i know.
every morning you wake up.
all you could think of
is how to give me the best of everything.

tell me please.
how can i find another you? <3
i don't think i can.

i love you.
my sweet love. <3

Tan Shirlene Chris ]|[ 3:37 AM