Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone.
Do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come.
Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering.
Lots of change in life.
You might feel scared.
But changes is all we need.
Reminiscence is fine.
But don't let your life stops there.
Continue to lead your life to the fullest. :)
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TAN SHIRLENE CHRIS.
27 FEB 1989.
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Friday, October 22, 2010 @ 11:13 AM
You find people, and then you lose them. And it’s those goodbyes, the ones you thought you’d never have to say that hurt the most.
Sometimes late at night I think about all the things that have been, all the things that haven’t been and all the things yet to be. I wonder if this world will ever make sense to me, if I will ever truly understand anything… and if there’s really anything to understand at all.
people choose their friends. my friends choose me.
:(
all I can say. I miss them all.
michael bolton how am i suppose to live w/o you(HQ)
Wednesday, October 20, 2010 @ 12:31 AM
@ 12:28 AM
my past is gonna make me lose everything. everything I have.
Monday, October 18, 2010 @ 11:48 PM
Everyday you meet different people. Make new friends. In school. At work. Some stay. Some leaves.
Who are the ones that will stay? It has been awhile.
Many say. I think too much. I'm just too emotional. too sensitive. Impulsive. Give up easily.
Maybe that's really who I am. we are all different don't we?
I believe I did my part. But have you?
I'm always proud of them. Cause we hang out every other weekends. We can be doing the some shit every weekend. We can talk about the same jokes every time we meet. We can make fun of the ones that says stupid things. We can fool around. "Play" familly. "Play" with emotions. Cause we cant give a shit of how others look at us. As long as we know we mean no harm. We are friends. for years. This friendship takes time to build up.
Years to build up. but it just takes a second to break it down.
Some say I'm like in a box. When I'm in love.
I'm a bro when I'm not.
I trust them alot. I thought they were always right. They know me better than I know myself. I'm realized I'm wrong.
People say stuff all the time, some true, some not. But at the end of the day, your heart knows what the truth is.
Partially they are right. I'm in the fucking box. just cause they are the ones who boxed me up. I tried stepping out a couple of times. But no one gave me a chance.
Not once, not twice. Too much of trying, just makes me felt like a fool. Trying to make things better when I don't even understand why am I doing it.
Reason being? I shouldn't snatch a bro away?
what exactly have I done wrong?
I know what I should have been.
I should be a man. I should joined NS. I should hv started gaming long time back. I should..
does it really have to be the case to keep this going? how did we even do it way back then. I wonder.
Ok I shall not be so unfair. Cause some tried to. they tried to know me. Hear what I have got to say. got to share. got to rant.
Not to comment how boring my life can be, though it may seems to be. But just cause they are concern about you, they are your friends.
I must learn to love the fool in me; the one who feels too much, wins sometimes and loses often, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, laughs and cries.
Maybe things will be different if I just disappear for while. I have just took over the I'm just there position. How great. I should have been prepared.
Sorry my love, for not being in the best of mood. to sing you a song that you requested. You know I very much want to. Its not a good day for both of us. But deep down I know we both know. We are happy as one.
Before the night ends. I still tell myself. Happy 4th month anni. I love you b. alot. Good luck for tmr.
loves.
Monday, October 11, 2010 @ 12:09 AM
The moment I open the door. predicted that he is hiding somewhere. saw him behind the door. Can't help it but to jump & hug him tight. No words can describe this moment. its the look.
Oh nono.. I dont mean THAT LOOK. hahaha. I always had been talking about. that the bitches will give me. LOL.
this look that we exchange. its just special (: Love you baby. finally you are home. In my arms (: Just can't get enough of you.
Its like you are next to me, but I'm still missing you like crazy. how can this be happening? I dunnoe. lol
It feels really great to see baby around. singing while he style his hair. hug him from the back while he's using the com.
baby bought me presentsss.! brought a new FRIEND BACK! smackie has a new friend too. I just turned around I saw smackie and new FRIEND in a very weird position. Thank to my love. HAHA. That's the reason why I love you so much. Cause you are always being yourself. BORN!. but cute in a way. Never fail to irritate me. Claim that Im so cute. Because Im stupid/dumb. LOL. wth right. hahaha. dunnoe if its a good thing or bad.
Grocery shopping this noon. My very first attempt to cook. (: For my love. "dinner filled with love?" heehee
each time I teared. don't be sad. because it shows, I love you more than yesterday.
You wont be affected by just anyone. only the ones you care.
& you are the one I care most.
for the first time, in a long time, my life is real. It doesn’t matter who ends up with who, because it’s always gonna be you and me.
what you feel now, is what I feel for you.(: my only fit-pie.