many thanks to everyone for making my 20th birthday a wonderful one (=

Thanks MIT0701. (=
im already starting to miss the class.
Coming year 3. all going separate ways. =(




WE ARE THE FEB BABDIES!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FELICIA ! (=

my cough haven recover ever since jan.
zz.
thoat irritation kills. Argh.

im getting bored of OOAD.

almost finished with new moon.
yup.i knw im taking a long time.
even bala is catching up.

still hunting for my eclipse.
everywhere is out of stock.


not even halfway through my revision for Monday's paper.
well. at least i started.
i cant wait for exams to be over.
totally nt in the mood for studying.
i wonder wads wrong with me.
maybe im just kinda lost the interest to study.
nth to actually motivate me.
boring.

DDI paper on thurs wasnt tt bad.
nt that fantastic i would say.
but at least do-able.
i have no idea abt dependency diagram.
however. i just bomb in any information given.
i was lucky enough to pick the right topic to study for last section.
lazy students like me. wont study both topics mention in the tips obviously.
since its a sure thing that one question is gonna come out for one topic.
lol.

i was again happily writing two full page for just one question .
bala says im crazy.
lol.
come on.
i have exactly nth to write for NT paper on tues.
dun even wanna think abt it man.
saded.


whatever it is.
once exams over.
working marathon starts again.
bet jen and all must be missing me =X
poor geraldine shld be still having her exams.
bt she's gonna join me sooner after that.
bet we gonna have fun.

anyway,

happy birthday,
darren.

sometimes.

I screwed up NT.
DDI comes next.

very much i dun understand a shit that im reading.
ppp... subnets.
all the funny terms and numbers looking back at me.
at the same time.
distractions all around me.

keeping calm.
staying focus.
is what i really need to accomplish now.

few more hours to go.
im nt sure how i will fair for the first major paper.
but i know if i dun put in my best.
im gonna regret.

people are all selfish.
even myself.
just like i am doing everything to cheer myself up.
make myself happier again.

respecting your every decisions.
following wad you wish for.
i've again done what i can do.

even if its strangers.
i felt even closer than this.

how great does it really feels like.
by saying things like that to me.
i really wonder.
do you really feel that fantastic.

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO AH TUN.
(=

NT still sucks big time.
im gonna read my "NEW MOON" instead. lol

nights.

thanks woman for slapping me hard
enough to wake me up. =)

Picking myself up again.
standing strong.
friends.
do pulled me along if u realized
im stepping out of my boundaries again.

iwillbeahappygirlagain. =)

ends.

mugmugmug.
NT sucks big time. lol

"carmen's 21st birthday party"

im glad we all went.
great gathering for us.
it has been a long time. = )

anyway..
happy vday everyone.

woke up late.
not even knowing wad time i slept the night before.
once i open my eyes.
i realized i was holding on to my mobile phone.


it was Inbox.

then i recalled.
i was reading my past messages.
maybe i was just trying to pick out wad i wanna see.
rmb the best moments.
and fall deep asleep.

my throat still hurts.
i thought i lost my voice again.
i force myself to cough it out
i saw blood.
but i wasn't really bothered though.

long bus rides were the "emo-rides".
i woke up this morning feeling like i should avoid having this ride to work.
so i slept longer.
and took a cab.

the mall was pretty quiet.
not many walk-ins.
i was alone.
till Jen signed in at 12.30noon .
her cheerful-ness always brightens up my day.
after sometime.
i felt so bored.
that i decided to go for my break.

as usual.
i ate as fast as just 10mins.
and i had my 50mins of smoke break.
that left me finishing one full pack.

after jen cleared her break.
i left the shop at 5pm.
head down far east to get my shoe for work alone.
was on the phone with shan before she starts work at 6.30pm.
this girl is crazy.

i'm glad.
erehllitssieh.

Wonders.

i was reading my chat logs this afternoon.
reading my last conversation with you.
i dunnoe wad's exactly on my mind right now.
i know it's the best for us.


i always thought i can make things right.
but it seems like this time.
i lost.
i failed to make it right.
i cant even protect our friendship.

you insist that i shld forget about everything.
about you.
about us.
about how we even first met.
about when its the first time u even know my name.

did i not handle it well enough.
wad exactly had i done wrongly.
wad exactly had i said wrongly.

it has been 3 days ever since we last talked.
i had lots of thoughts that were unnecessary.
but its beyond my control.
if i have a choice
i hope i was stronger than this.

i see shadows of you around the house.
i see you.
but i can feel you no more.

wonders in me.

whether u were on net right now.
although u may seems offline.

whether will you still read what i blog.

whether my phone will ever ring again.


i asked myself if i had given you the best memories for the past 7mths.
my heart say yes.
and i thought what i had given you.
and the effort i had put in.
its enough for you to remember for life.

i knw you very much wanna forget me.
be it your ex.
or even a fren.

but i juz wan you to knw.
i will not forget abt us ever.
and i will always cherish you as a friend
from the bottom of heart.

take care.
and i will always be here.

其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说

其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭

傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留

傻瓜我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤

傻瓜我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

sick sick.. and sick in the heart.
cab back frm work.
feverish.
my tears.

i was pretty much affected but wad i found out.
which i cant reveal.

i hate myself.

i miss.

why do i have to end up in this misery..
can someone please tell me.

there you are, back to square one.
im just a BLOODY DAMN FOOL.

how can i forget..


last CT paper to go before the major exam.

many thanks to everyone for making my 20th birthday a wonderful one (=

Thanks MIT0701. (=
im already starting to miss the class.
Coming year 3. all going separate ways. =(




WE ARE THE FEB BABDIES!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FELICIA ! (=

my cough haven recover ever since jan.
zz.
thoat irritation kills. Argh.

im getting bored of OOAD.

almost finished with new moon.
yup.i knw im taking a long time.
even bala is catching up.

still hunting for my eclipse.
everywhere is out of stock.


not even halfway through my revision for Monday's paper.
well. at least i started.
i cant wait for exams to be over.
totally nt in the mood for studying.
i wonder wads wrong with me.
maybe im just kinda lost the interest to study.
nth to actually motivate me.
boring.

DDI paper on thurs wasnt tt bad.
nt that fantastic i would say.
but at least do-able.
i have no idea abt dependency diagram.
however. i just bomb in any information given.
i was lucky enough to pick the right topic to study for last section.
lazy students like me. wont study both topics mention in the tips obviously.
since its a sure thing that one question is gonna come out for one topic.
lol.

i was again happily writing two full page for just one question .
bala says im crazy.
lol.
come on.
i have exactly nth to write for NT paper on tues.
dun even wanna think abt it man.
saded.


whatever it is.
once exams over.
working marathon starts again.
bet jen and all must be missing me =X
poor geraldine shld be still having her exams.
bt she's gonna join me sooner after that.
bet we gonna have fun.

anyway,

happy birthday,
darren.

sometimes.

I screwed up NT.
DDI comes next.

very much i dun understand a shit that im reading.
ppp... subnets.
all the funny terms and numbers looking back at me.
at the same time.
distractions all around me.

keeping calm.
staying focus.
is what i really need to accomplish now.

few more hours to go.
im nt sure how i will fair for the first major paper.
but i know if i dun put in my best.
im gonna regret.

people are all selfish.
even myself.
just like i am doing everything to cheer myself up.
make myself happier again.

respecting your every decisions.
following wad you wish for.
i've again done what i can do.

even if its strangers.
i felt even closer than this.

how great does it really feels like.
by saying things like that to me.
i really wonder.
do you really feel that fantastic.

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO AH TUN.
(=

NT still sucks big time.
im gonna read my "NEW MOON" instead. lol

nights.

thanks woman for slapping me hard
enough to wake me up. =)

Picking myself up again.
standing strong.
friends.
do pulled me along if u realized
im stepping out of my boundaries again.

iwillbeahappygirlagain. =)

ends.

mugmugmug.
NT sucks big time. lol

"carmen's 21st birthday party"

im glad we all went.
great gathering for us.
it has been a long time. = )

anyway..
happy vday everyone.

woke up late.
not even knowing wad time i slept the night before.
once i open my eyes.
i realized i was holding on to my mobile phone.


it was Inbox.

then i recalled.
i was reading my past messages.
maybe i was just trying to pick out wad i wanna see.
rmb the best moments.
and fall deep asleep.

my throat still hurts.
i thought i lost my voice again.
i force myself to cough it out
i saw blood.
but i wasn't really bothered though.

long bus rides were the "emo-rides".
i woke up this morning feeling like i should avoid having this ride to work.
so i slept longer.
and took a cab.

the mall was pretty quiet.
not many walk-ins.
i was alone.
till Jen signed in at 12.30noon .
her cheerful-ness always brightens up my day.
after sometime.
i felt so bored.
that i decided to go for my break.

as usual.
i ate as fast as just 10mins.
and i had my 50mins of smoke break.
that left me finishing one full pack.

after jen cleared her break.
i left the shop at 5pm.
head down far east to get my shoe for work alone.
was on the phone with shan before she starts work at 6.30pm.
this girl is crazy.

i'm glad.
erehllitssieh.

Wonders.

i was reading my chat logs this afternoon.
reading my last conversation with you.
i dunnoe wad's exactly on my mind right now.
i know it's the best for us.


i always thought i can make things right.
but it seems like this time.
i lost.
i failed to make it right.
i cant even protect our friendship.

you insist that i shld forget about everything.
about you.
about us.
about how we even first met.
about when its the first time u even know my name.

did i not handle it well enough.
wad exactly had i done wrongly.
wad exactly had i said wrongly.

it has been 3 days ever since we last talked.
i had lots of thoughts that were unnecessary.
but its beyond my control.
if i have a choice
i hope i was stronger than this.

i see shadows of you around the house.
i see you.
but i can feel you no more.

wonders in me.

whether u were on net right now.
although u may seems offline.

whether will you still read what i blog.

whether my phone will ever ring again.


i asked myself if i had given you the best memories for the past 7mths.
my heart say yes.
and i thought what i had given you.
and the effort i had put in.
its enough for you to remember for life.

i knw you very much wanna forget me.
be it your ex.
or even a fren.

but i juz wan you to knw.
i will not forget abt us ever.
and i will always cherish you as a friend
from the bottom of heart.

take care.
and i will always be here.

其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说

其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭

傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留

傻瓜我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤

傻瓜我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

sick sick.. and sick in the heart.
cab back frm work.
feverish.
my tears.

i was pretty much affected but wad i found out.
which i cant reveal.

i hate myself.

i miss.

why do i have to end up in this misery..
can someone please tell me.

there you are, back to square one.
im just a BLOODY DAMN FOOL.

how can i forget..


last CT paper to go before the major exam.